Chapter 2
After Lucas’s mother left, my mother also came to ask me: “You’re not just angry at Lucas, are you?”
She knew how much I liked Lucas. Childhood sweethearts, when I first fell in love, I couldn’t see any other boy. I thought he felt the same way, but I never imagined it was just my one-sided love all along.
In my previous life, when Lucas and I got our marriage license, he told me:
“I’ve lived in calculations since childhood. I don’t understand love and can’t love, but I’ll give you everything I can.”
For five years of marriage, we were known in our circle as a talented and beautiful couple, a loving husband and wife.
So to maintain this marriage, I was willing to teach Lucas how to love me. I could even indulge his occasional willfulness.
Even his bedroom quirks, I could endure.
In my previous life, before we went to bed, Lucas would always hand me a blindfold or use a tie to cover my eyes. He said:
“Aria’s eyes are too beautiful. I’m afraid I’ll lose control and hurt you.”
Each time, I would blush to the tips of my ears.
Later, there were once or twice when he forgot to cover my eyes. I was delighted to see his passionate expression, but he just coaxed me to change positions, then lovingly kissed my back bit by bit.
We almost never faced each other. I thought it was just Lucas’s habit.
Until our fifth anniversary.
For the first time, I secretly removed the blindfold, only to accidentally discover the name tattooed on his lower back.
Humiliation and betrayal washed over me simultaneously.
At that moment, I felt like I had fallen into an ice pit.
I went crazy, smashing everything in the bedroom, grabbing an ashtray and throwing it at Lucas.
I hurled all sorts of vicious words at him, wishing he would die.
Cursing him to go to hell.
But this time around, I didn’t want to do anything. I just wanted to stay away from him.
Thinking carefully.
Lucas did treat me well. He just didn’t love me.